I think that about the most wonderful
thing you can say of someone when they die is that they were ‘old and full
of days’ (Job 42:17). The past week has had that hectic, deeply
satisfying full-of-days feeling.
The moments were crammed with quiddity a bit
like this:
We
keep finding Scott standing on the piano. Or on the kitchen counters. Or
climbing the burglar bars. There’s a broken toilet seat. Hmmm. The writing is
on the wall. And on the biscuit tin. And on the kitchen shelves. And on the
stairs. And on the building blocks. Mostly in red crayon. And there’s a unique
carpet collage of pink-yellow-blue chalk. There are grazes and sometimes blood
from falls and scrapes and there’s Lola biding her time unblinking below the
high chair because she knows Scott will hook her up with some chicken or drip
yoghurt on her head. There are two sea monsters on our bed, roaring and
thrashing and tickling. Fascinatingly, the smaller monster copies the bigger
monster’s every tentacle movement. After bath time the sea monsters become
naked giggling chasing maniacs. Cam finds the fly swat and reports valiantly, ‘The
fly situation is better now, Mom.’ There are three miracles in one night: Cam
sleeps through, in his own bed, in dry undies. We celebrate with Top Deck at
5:30am. At swimming lessons Cam rejoices with those who rejoice (‘You did a
good swim! Vinnig!’). The flu catches up to me at last. At last Murray catches up on
some admin. And so it goes full moment to full moment of intermittent chaos and
quiet and I catch myself thinking how much I love God and how much I love life.
I catch myself thinking how much I love this blog!
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